Supposedly.

WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT WITH RON TODAY.
But it didn't happened.
Ahhh shit. We've got loads to talk about.
But I guess he is really down lately.
He told me some things that was quite shocking.
Didn't know his NS life was that terrible.
But anyways, i respect him for keeping it quiet
and turning up with at least a smile everytime.

Ahhhh.. shit. I really really want to meet him.
but no HOMO. Just bromance.

I've always wished things was going fine for me.
I think i'm starting to become real selfish.
I need to change and quick too.

I'm Jamal.
I care for people too much.
But i like it that way.