He's paranoid.

I so wish i didn't have to study.
I have a freaking UT at 8.30am later.
And directly after that i have to attend a competition that is part of the UT3.
I wonder what else could go wrong.

One more thing i hate.
Being the back up plan.
That's just sucks period blood.
They made plans and then they call it off because someone else could make it.
But then again, what makes me so high and mighty to be talking as such.
Funny much. Hmmm.. Ninjas makes good stalkers..
Growing up is tough. But studying for UT3 is tougher.

Let us remember.
Life is a beautiful mistake.
Its precious and fragile.
Sometimes more than we can take.
Its stronger than fire.
Greater than all the wars we wage.
I don't know what you wan me to be.
But I don't want to be perfect anymore.

I'm Jamal.
The constellations smiles on me tonight.