This is for real.

My brain is just not functioning like how it used to be.
I think i am starting to get sick of some of the stuffs.
Im starting to do some silly stuffs even i myself can't imagine.
My mom caught me throwing my plate in the dustbin and me throwing empty cartons of drink in the sink.
I think it the lack of sleep but i really have no idea.



I skipped this part a long time ago.
I think it is coming back.
I need more time.
I need more sleep.
I need more rest.
I need the meds again.


I can feel my body getting sick.
From the burn in the back of my eyes.
To the slight irritation that is slowly growing in my nose.
I'm growing up but everything feels the same.
Gonna have one really hectic day tomorrow.
Its 1.50 now.
I have to wake up at 6 plus.
Schools at 8.
Ends at 12.
Make my way back to Khatib to attend a my close friends moms funeral.
And then back to school for fyp.
With PD, DS and 2 2000-word report to do on.

I'm Jamal.
It won't end here.
Your faith has to be stronger than your fear.