The 2nd's a Charm.

I think its sad.
Yea i really think it is.
How people take everything seriously nowadays.
Well somethings are just meant for us to look at and laugh.
While other things are just there to make you go, "hmmmm.Wished i thought of that"
I'm seriously lacking. Of something.
Not too sure myself. Its just something you know you lack.

Its 3 now and i'm listening to Jónsi & Alex.
It really sets the aura for the night i guess.
So many things i wanna do, so many things i wanna say.
Nothing comes out and nothing happens nowadays.
I just can't seem to take control of everything.
Talked to a friend lately.
Kinda told her stuffs.
But you know, i have this feeling she kinda did not listened.
But the thing is, its kinda fun to like you know, tell someone about something.
Even if they aren't listening.
I may have been talking to myself but still its nice to let it out sometimes.
Well it may just have been me but i think i enjoyed that.
Its not sarcastic. Its just a really funny enjoyable experience.

I envy people.
Not all.
Just some.
Its not some evil jealousy.
Its just.
I wished i was more like them.
They seemed more prepared for things.
I'm just not cut out for the things life has in store.

But the weird thing is..

Am i.
Out of control?
Or.
Have i found something.
Something more profound.

This is getting stupid.
Getting worked up over nothing.
I need the rest.
I need the sleep.
I need the shut eye.
I just noticed, i'm staying awake to make sure someone sleeps.
Haha. The Irony.