Too Much Of A Good Thing..

First things first..
Alif if you are reading this..
Don't worry my family have no idea..
And They don't even know i have a blog..
So its practically safe for me to let it out here..

Its been a really enjoyable month..
There's really nothing i would rather do before school starts anyway..
Hanging out with friends and just talking crapping is just the way life is like for me..
I mean no troubles, making good friends, understanding friends better and stuffs..
Pardon me for being so cynical so early in the post but i kinda forgot the troubles of the world..
And i have my friends to thank for that..I really appreciate it..
But as they say, all good things must come to an end..I mean everyone knows that..
But i just did not expect it to be this way..
I mean this is way to harsh for me even now..

I do not see Her often..
But the times i had seen Her, She's always joking around..
Now I've been told She has cancer..I mean come on..
I was laughing along while watching some vids at rons place when i was told about it..
To tell you the truth..When that word 'cancer' came out..
I swear..I think the world kinda stop for a moment..
Yeah it sounds crazy..But i was so stunned..
Everything just halted..
My laughs..
My fun..
My happiness..
My so-called perfect month..


I know i'm affected by it mentally..
But somehow i kept finding it important to not trouble people with stupid thoughts..
So i put on a smile during the whole time..
I know for a fact that Ron knows something wasn't right..
Coz he asked me whether i was ok and i replied, "yeah im fine"..
We did not talk much after that..And he kinda kept silent the whole time..
I Respected the fact that he did not wanna talk or even ask me about why i seem diff..
I mean how hard is it to see if someone is troubled..
The human face contains lotsa secrets..
And whether we like it or not, the face reveals our feelings and what’s really going on deep down inside i guess..
But he just keep silent..


I need to find somewhere peaceful to think and maybe talk to someone..
Recently I made a patch with two of the nicest people i know..
To contact each other if we had any probs..
But one too far away and ones probably too busy..
Sorry guys..

I'm Jamal..
I'm heading to Seletar Reservoir now..
Gonna be back later..

Desperation Squad..

Call this an act of desperation..
But im dying in the polls..
Im guessing my DP wasn't that funny..
So i thought i gave it a last breath of hope..
Before Rons DP leave me in his dust..
I thought of giving it one last try..

Just watch the start..Thats enough..

I'm Jamal..
Now you know why..
The DP is call AHHHHHHH~~~~

Whose DP is more Irritating??

Just Got off the MSN call function with Ron..
We apparently debated on who has the more irritating looking DP..

*click to see the convo*

My Dp..The AHHHHHHH~~~~~ GUY....
Rons DP..The CB face HARSH~~~ guy...

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ANYWAYS!!!
Recent events..
I wanted to update more recent event but my camera once again is not with me..
It seems like my camera likes being with girls..
It was Huda at first..
Zalyla next..
Alicia at thrid..
And it is now currently with Juyee..
DAMN THAT CAMERA..
Back to the story..
This is the outing me, Ron and Juyee had..Watched Marley and Me..

I had this idea of taking pics with masks but had no idea Ju was into nonsensical act too..
So it was kinda a cool sight to see her acting like that..
I once heard her say something bout having no pics to blog about..
So i took pics with her phone..I still don't get it..
Why act shy when you can most certainly delete the ugly pics..
I mean its her phone afterall..
Ron as usual..Acting Cool..
He knew i wanted to take a pic of him..
I knew this coz i saw him looking at me holding the camera phone..
I wanted to take a natural shot of him..
But he stayed still in that position for quite a time..
So i gave in..I hate waiting..
And that evil Juyee got angry coz while carry the tea..
i accidentally spilled some of it..
She did not talked to me for a whole 5 minutes or so..
Just joking though..She did not get angry..
But i did spilled the tea...


The drinks we had..Peach tea..Hot Tea..Milo PENG AH!!!!!
Guess which is whose..
The first to get it right will get a Kinder Bueno From me!!
I mean it..

Imma head to bed now i guess..
Had a really nice talk with the usual people just now..
Just wanna add that i really meant what i say..
If anything comes up..
We're always here..

I'm Jamal..
Bicycles are like tortoises!
Useless when they are upside-down..

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Growing Up Sucks..

I knew this was coming..
Well no point trying to hide it i guess..
I guess everyone knows the carefree happy-go-lucky image i portray in everyday life..
I guess I did try my best to cover it up but sooner or later it will come back..
These sleepless nights are venomous fangs of life itself..
Its shockingly scary but its worth the thought..
Truth is, I'm Scared..Of Everything..
The Future..
The Present..
The Lost of loved ones..
The Growing up..
The idea of being forgotten..
The Everything..
And thus I'm coming clean..

I believed that when i was in school..
I gave no thought to this..
I mean who does..Its secondary school..
It was the prime was my current life..
There's friends everywhere i turn to..
At every corner and every turn..
There's a familiar face..
Its when you graduated from School..
The friends you once saw everyday at every turn of every corner starts to disappear..
Right now i can name two groups of people that i really spend time with..
All the friends i had in school merely reduced to two groups of close friends..
And its really coincidental how i even got to know the two groups..








I've witness first hand how people who hang out with you suddenly fade away..
And I've witnessed first hand how enjoyable it is to have new people hanging out..
What i have learned from this was that..
It may be hard to accept someone new in your life..
But it gets easier to manage as you go on..
But its harder to see someone old fade away from your life..
And it gets harder to forget it as TIME flies by..


Just what is it with TIME that has us all freaked out..
Time..Is Unforgiving..
Time..Is Evil yet Innocent..
It waits for no one..
It stops for no one..
Time lets us build our tower of card and destroys it just before it is done..
Like having fun during holidays before realizing that you have 24 hours left to do your work..
Its almost as if Time is mocking and playing us..
Is TIME really that Evil?

So who are your close friends..?
Who will be my close friends..?
I wanna stay in contact with my friends..
I don't wanna be forgotten..
After pondering hard over those questions..
I realized the only answer i could make out was..
Only TIME will tell..
So what is it with this "TIME"?

I know i may not be the guy you turn to..
I know some of you think i think too much..
I don't care that much..All im asking for is..
Not to lose contact..You know who you are..

I'm Jamal..
I'm Done..

Better Late Than Never...

Yeah i sure had this coming..
Saying stupid stuffs like i'm returning to blogging and stuffs..
Well yeah i am but the hectic schedules an sleepless night are getting to me..

Had a really rough day yesterday..
Didnt slept through the night..
And just when i was about to, i had to meet Rizal and go to sentosa to meet the rest..
Had fun joking laughing swimming and doing stupid stuffs..
Went there had fun and then head to town to catch a movie with Juyee Bobo and Ron..
We did take pics but its all in Bobo's phone..
Will update soon when i get my hands on em'..

Anyway this is the "latest" thing i have to date..
And it is my trip to seletar dam with the usual bunch of hilarious dudes..
Never thought i miss saying this but here goes nothing..

PICS ARE UP..

We walked to Seletar Dam..There was a gust of wind that blew our way..
Mus(in black) and Hazwan(blue) was like," Dragonball hair!!"
Danial (white) was like, "yeah me too..My hair dances in the wind"
Shahir(green) turns back laughing and said " Dan, your hair wouldn't move even if a tornado past by us"
I remember taking this shot coz there was a spider the size of RP there..
But i may have exxagerated a little about the spider..
I took this pic of Dan taking a pic of a spider..
I was thinking to myself.."i have never seen anyone so poise while taking a pic before"
We did not in anyway place the cardboards there..It was like this when we saw it..
Even non-living things need shelter from the rain you see..
Danial apparently thought this shot was cool..
Shahir in the other said, "this is retarded"
Danial replied, "No! This is Art!"
I was like..."Art my Ass"
So we walked a long way and then assemble here..
We stood in a line and sang the national anthem for old times sake..
We were greeted by the sight of two men fishing for fishes..*like DUHHH*
What else would they be fishing for?? BLUE WHALE???
Danial was preaching to us the Theory he had about how California was actually beside Singapore and stuffs like that..
Shahir politely answered every theory Dan preach with, "Yeah in Danial World its that way..Just in Danial Word"
This was when Danial and Shahir got angry and did not talk to each other..
But they later made up by kissing and everyting was again normal..
That did not really happen..I just made that up..
Was trying out the backlight funtion..
After taking this shot..
Danial kinda went,"sial la face like shit sia all of us"..
I didnt want to look rude or anything so i just nodded..
They call this the horny face..
Once again..I just nodded..
Ouh..This is like a rare appearance by me..
I usually takes the pictures..
Danial asked shahir to help him take a pic..
Dan said something like.."help me take a pic of my face and the background"
Shahir really went to take a pic of dans FACE like real close-up..
This apek quite action sia..
Random..
They had this good Idea of taking a pic like they are holding the sun..
I, in the other hand thought the idea was stupid..
Shahir took this pic..He was really proud of this pic..
So im not gonna say anything bad about it..
But it does look stupid too..
Dan was trying to achieve something with this shot..
Not too sure what "IT" was too...
But the sky was really nice..
We were thinking how to catch a fish when we saw this..
And we went like..OHHHHHHHH..Thats how you do it..
I wanted to create the illusion of them being high up..
But i think i failed..

No idea why Mus face was as such..But he liked it..So hey good enough for me...
So they went to walk in the nearby forest..
I was left behind as i was taking pic..They did not even wait up..
They just kept on going..

It was quite high up..
Quite a view too..

But we managed..
Hazwan was really slow at walking up there..
He sucks at this stuffs..I could run on the narrow pathway itself..
It was so easy shahir could balance while talking on the phone..
Ouh..Its quite high up..
As i said..
Look at haz..So scared..
He is such a girl..
I took this..
I think this was the best shot of the night..
If you haven noticed..This post is not as funny as my older post..
Partly coz I went on a hunt for nice artistic pics at the point of time..
The Sky was really nice..
Taken by mus..
Not that nice i think..But hey..I dun mind..
This was the stagnant waterlogged construction site..LOTSA MOSQUITOS!!!
By right mosquitos should be extinct!
So we headed home and yeah a few shots here and there..
I took this pic and instantly thought...BUDDHA...
No offense people..
Yeah..They wanted to do this too..I just agreed..Im really nice..



I felt kinda weird with this shot..Coz i was uneasy with shahirs butt pointing to the back of my head..Shahir has quite the reputation for farting at peoples faces..

Im blogging cause i have to and not cause i want to..
I bet you can already noticed by the way i blogged already..
Anyway..I looked out my window just now and somehow i envy kids..
I missed the sand-pit playgrounds..
I missed playing with animals..
I missed Digging up worms..

Ohh..anyways thanks to people who spend their thursday with me..
Shahir,Danial,Mus,Rizal,Shafiq,Hairul,Azie,Damai(was it?)..
Most of all Ron and Juyee..For putting up with my really dying attitude..
Me and Ron kinda noticed something about some people we used to hang out with and the people we are currently hanging out with..

I'm Jamal..
Whatever you do..
Don't lose contact please..