Growing Up Sucks..

I knew this was coming..
Well no point trying to hide it i guess..
I guess everyone knows the carefree happy-go-lucky image i portray in everyday life..
I guess I did try my best to cover it up but sooner or later it will come back..
These sleepless nights are venomous fangs of life itself..
Its shockingly scary but its worth the thought..
Truth is, I'm Scared..Of Everything..
The Future..
The Present..
The Lost of loved ones..
The Growing up..
The idea of being forgotten..
The Everything..
And thus I'm coming clean..

I believed that when i was in school..
I gave no thought to this..
I mean who does..Its secondary school..
It was the prime was my current life..
There's friends everywhere i turn to..
At every corner and every turn..
There's a familiar face..
Its when you graduated from School..
The friends you once saw everyday at every turn of every corner starts to disappear..
Right now i can name two groups of people that i really spend time with..
All the friends i had in school merely reduced to two groups of close friends..
And its really coincidental how i even got to know the two groups..








I've witness first hand how people who hang out with you suddenly fade away..
And I've witnessed first hand how enjoyable it is to have new people hanging out..
What i have learned from this was that..
It may be hard to accept someone new in your life..
But it gets easier to manage as you go on..
But its harder to see someone old fade away from your life..
And it gets harder to forget it as TIME flies by..


Just what is it with TIME that has us all freaked out..
Time..Is Unforgiving..
Time..Is Evil yet Innocent..
It waits for no one..
It stops for no one..
Time lets us build our tower of card and destroys it just before it is done..
Like having fun during holidays before realizing that you have 24 hours left to do your work..
Its almost as if Time is mocking and playing us..
Is TIME really that Evil?

So who are your close friends..?
Who will be my close friends..?
I wanna stay in contact with my friends..
I don't wanna be forgotten..
After pondering hard over those questions..
I realized the only answer i could make out was..
Only TIME will tell..
So what is it with this "TIME"?

I know i may not be the guy you turn to..
I know some of you think i think too much..
I don't care that much..All im asking for is..
Not to lose contact..You know who you are..

I'm Jamal..
I'm Done..

Better Late Than Never...

Yeah i sure had this coming..
Saying stupid stuffs like i'm returning to blogging and stuffs..
Well yeah i am but the hectic schedules an sleepless night are getting to me..

Had a really rough day yesterday..
Didnt slept through the night..
And just when i was about to, i had to meet Rizal and go to sentosa to meet the rest..
Had fun joking laughing swimming and doing stupid stuffs..
Went there had fun and then head to town to catch a movie with Juyee Bobo and Ron..
We did take pics but its all in Bobo's phone..
Will update soon when i get my hands on em'..

Anyway this is the "latest" thing i have to date..
And it is my trip to seletar dam with the usual bunch of hilarious dudes..
Never thought i miss saying this but here goes nothing..

PICS ARE UP..

We walked to Seletar Dam..There was a gust of wind that blew our way..
Mus(in black) and Hazwan(blue) was like," Dragonball hair!!"
Danial (white) was like, "yeah me too..My hair dances in the wind"
Shahir(green) turns back laughing and said " Dan, your hair wouldn't move even if a tornado past by us"
I remember taking this shot coz there was a spider the size of RP there..
But i may have exxagerated a little about the spider..
I took this pic of Dan taking a pic of a spider..
I was thinking to myself.."i have never seen anyone so poise while taking a pic before"
We did not in anyway place the cardboards there..It was like this when we saw it..
Even non-living things need shelter from the rain you see..
Danial apparently thought this shot was cool..
Shahir in the other said, "this is retarded"
Danial replied, "No! This is Art!"
I was like..."Art my Ass"
So we walked a long way and then assemble here..
We stood in a line and sang the national anthem for old times sake..
We were greeted by the sight of two men fishing for fishes..*like DUHHH*
What else would they be fishing for?? BLUE WHALE???
Danial was preaching to us the Theory he had about how California was actually beside Singapore and stuffs like that..
Shahir politely answered every theory Dan preach with, "Yeah in Danial World its that way..Just in Danial Word"
This was when Danial and Shahir got angry and did not talk to each other..
But they later made up by kissing and everyting was again normal..
That did not really happen..I just made that up..
Was trying out the backlight funtion..
After taking this shot..
Danial kinda went,"sial la face like shit sia all of us"..
I didnt want to look rude or anything so i just nodded..
They call this the horny face..
Once again..I just nodded..
Ouh..This is like a rare appearance by me..
I usually takes the pictures..
Danial asked shahir to help him take a pic..
Dan said something like.."help me take a pic of my face and the background"
Shahir really went to take a pic of dans FACE like real close-up..
This apek quite action sia..
Random..
They had this good Idea of taking a pic like they are holding the sun..
I, in the other hand thought the idea was stupid..
Shahir took this pic..He was really proud of this pic..
So im not gonna say anything bad about it..
But it does look stupid too..
Dan was trying to achieve something with this shot..
Not too sure what "IT" was too...
But the sky was really nice..
We were thinking how to catch a fish when we saw this..
And we went like..OHHHHHHHH..Thats how you do it..
I wanted to create the illusion of them being high up..
But i think i failed..

No idea why Mus face was as such..But he liked it..So hey good enough for me...
So they went to walk in the nearby forest..
I was left behind as i was taking pic..They did not even wait up..
They just kept on going..

It was quite high up..
Quite a view too..

But we managed..
Hazwan was really slow at walking up there..
He sucks at this stuffs..I could run on the narrow pathway itself..
It was so easy shahir could balance while talking on the phone..
Ouh..Its quite high up..
As i said..
Look at haz..So scared..
He is such a girl..
I took this..
I think this was the best shot of the night..
If you haven noticed..This post is not as funny as my older post..
Partly coz I went on a hunt for nice artistic pics at the point of time..
The Sky was really nice..
Taken by mus..
Not that nice i think..But hey..I dun mind..
This was the stagnant waterlogged construction site..LOTSA MOSQUITOS!!!
By right mosquitos should be extinct!
So we headed home and yeah a few shots here and there..
I took this pic and instantly thought...BUDDHA...
No offense people..
Yeah..They wanted to do this too..I just agreed..Im really nice..



I felt kinda weird with this shot..Coz i was uneasy with shahirs butt pointing to the back of my head..Shahir has quite the reputation for farting at peoples faces..

Im blogging cause i have to and not cause i want to..
I bet you can already noticed by the way i blogged already..
Anyway..I looked out my window just now and somehow i envy kids..
I missed the sand-pit playgrounds..
I missed playing with animals..
I missed Digging up worms..

Ohh..anyways thanks to people who spend their thursday with me..
Shahir,Danial,Mus,Rizal,Shafiq,Hairul,Azie,Damai(was it?)..
Most of all Ron and Juyee..For putting up with my really dying attitude..
Me and Ron kinda noticed something about some people we used to hang out with and the people we are currently hanging out with..

I'm Jamal..
Whatever you do..
Don't lose contact please..

Disappointing..

I know i promised a good update on current events..
But My DigiCam is with a friend of mine..
Which means i have no current pics to upload..
Well i will upload the 'newest' happenings that i have to date..

UPDATING IN PROGRESS..

Will be up by tmr..

I'm Jamal..
You're not..

Its Been A While....

Been missing for a bit too long..
I'm making my return to the blogging scene..
So if there is anyone who reads this rotting blog..
Keep yer' eyes out for me..I'll be returning..
The date's set..20 march..I am gonna finally update..
Been so lazy nowadays i think there's fungus growing on me..
Just like a friend of mine..
Anyways just wanted to share..
The other day i was soooooo freaking blur..
I actually put colgate on my hair thinking it was shampoo..
Sure you might argue that it smells nice..
But the fact that its disgusting totally rips the logic out of you..
You DO NOT wanna go there..
Leave a tag if you are actually waiting for my post..
Coz once i get bored again, i might stop blogging..Again..

Middle Eastern Blogger...You better believe it...


Till Then..
Cheers People..
Cheers to the Me getting a girlfriend..
Baby i love you so much..
Nahhh...Im kidding..I don't fancy relationships..
Do you fancy them?