What I am truly feeling.

Just came back from the chalet this morning.
Walked the whole way alone with Jakes.
The chalets were fun.
But this was by far the biggest chalet I ever been to.
Was literally like HUGE.
With masterbedroom and 3 other sleeping room that holds 2 bed each with own toilets.
Someone brought their xbox so we hogged it.
Wish someone also brought Fatal Frame.
Been wanting to play it since GODS KNOWS WHEN.

I'm keeping myself bottled up this past few days.
It's nothing wrong, its just a way to deal with thing. Temporarily.

The letter Kumiko wrote to Toru Okada.
Briefly explains what I think happened to me.
HAHA! I gotta stop relating plots in story books to myself.

I'm Jamal.
Not caring for anyone.
But myself for now.