It Gets Worst..Trust Me..

What is true in life..
We're shadows in disguise..
Making our way through time..
Everyday and night..
And I wanna know how long..
It takes until we find..
What it is we need..
To make us feel like;
All we do is not a lie,
And in the end we'll be alright..
But as for now I swear I'll try..
I really should be happy..
Well my heart's still beating..
Guess i'm pretty lucky..


2009 started off on a bad note..
I mean so many troubles and stuffs..
Anyways it about time i updated on shits that happening..
Well i guess thats the least i could do..
Nothing funny i guess cause i'm kinda set to confused mode..
I'm thinking alot as usual and i'm perplexed over simple thoughts..
Well is it just me or everything around me going bad..
Its like that show i watched when i was a kid..
Where a cursed kid turn everything he touched to sand..
I mean i could be jinxed with such luck..
First of all..I would like to apologize to Lina..
I somehow felt that i am responsible for your troubles..
I mean every argument you had told me about, had my name in it..
And that kinda sucks if you are in my shoes..
Somehow everything i did to help you guys turn bad later on..
Like going out with you and calling you and stuffs..
I want more time to think..
In fact i know i need more time..

Glad that's off my chest..
Pics from Calys birthday, Alicias Birthday BBQ and Colouring contest shit..

Ash and Halim..They had loads of stuff in common..Like looking to their left when the faci is talking..
Went breakout with them..Ate at W4 for the first time in Semester 2..
They were having so much fun talking...In Mandarin..
Peggy The Peggs was my Paparazzi Companion that day..We kind took pics of ppl who did not wanted to be taken..
Well..Shes still Peggy..So she'll pose for any camera..
Li Jia Looks funny in this..She looks like that everyday..She looks funny everyday i guess..
These two guys have a deep bond with each other..This is me taking a second-person view of them taking their wedding photo..
I had hair put as such so it looks like bangs..I make such a lovely girl..
We walked to Causeway to get calys a cake..
But LiJia was against the idea of walking all the way from the start..
I saw this beam of lights penetrating through the light and took it..
Ash came shortly after and place his foot on the air bubbles that he claimed was "ALIEN FOOTPRINTS"
And Peggy saw us taking shots so she went in and said..Lets be emo..She then quoted..
"I stand in the Shade so no one can see me frown.."
Which i think makes no sense..
Peggy was not ready for the shot and Calys looks abnormal in this one..
I did this..Ash came and said, "CAKE NIPPLES"..
He then went on a "Act Cute" attitude..
I had to experience it first-hand..
That was a traumatic experience for me..
This is Li Jia's desktop wallpaper..
I told her it was obscene..
She in the other hand said, "It's Nice"..
Thats a gift for Calys..I mean it was not my gift..But its still a gift..

We were in such a rush for the cake an that we kinda forgot to get serviettes..
That lead to Peggys improvised eating style..After taking that shot, i kinda felled down on the floor..
And i was lazy to stand up..
So i took pics while lying on the floor..
Ash showing off his gigantic nostrills..And Sharp hair..
Sheila wanted to take a pic of me but i counter-reacted by taking a pic of her..
Well that actually did not help..She still took a pic of me..
Thats Sheilas foot..Well at least i think it is..
Peggy just finished her cake..
Walked home..
Sky was a perfect end to a horrible module..I really hate science..
Me and Hazwan..Waiting for the train to fantasy island..
This was taken by me before i went to town to meet the rest..
Met Bobo and walked around Taka for the cheque thingy..And then met the rest..Including Fee-Yawnn..Been a while since i've seen her..She still as cheerful and awesome as ever..
This was taken by us before we really knew what was happening..
This was after we noticed..
This was at the Pool-Place-thingy-i-have-no-idea-where-it-is..
While waiting for the girls in the toilet..I swear to god..
One day if they take longer than 10 minutes in the toilet..
I will go on a murderous rampage and barge in the toilet..
I am 0.1% sure im capable of doing that shit..
JY and FY went and took cab home..We slacked at Taka and talked..
It was cool to have a serious yet humourous talk with Adib and Ron..
I was kinda amzed at how we three knew each other taste in girls..
If you are wondering why the lights is all wrong..
Its partly my fault..I had my fingers over the flash..
Adib loves to give strange reactions i noticed..
Told you so..
We went to the toilet and both of them start doing stuffs to their hair..
I just tied mine up..So anyway i tried to distract them from doing their hair..
I place the cam over my crotch area and said, "Hey Boys"..In a really sexy voice..
But i'm guessing my voice is not sexy at all coz they did not look..
Next up i tried the gay approach..
I did this pose and shouted, "OHHHHH YEAHHH!!!! YOU LIKE ME LIKE THAT!!!"..
Ron was shocked..He then turned to me and said, "What the F*ck dude??"..
While Adib just laughed at Ron getting shocked by my shouts..
(Adibs expression is on the mirror)

********Next Up Alicia BBQ********

I did not take alot of pic..
But i did however talked to people..
Nandini mostly actually..
Cause me and her were kinda the outcast..
And we are from RP!!!!

Pics are up..

Me and Ron went to Take to meet Fee-Yawnn, Juyee and Landren..
We met them as they are on the way out..How lucky of us..
After taking the pic above..Fee-Yawnn said,"Wahh, like showgirl sia me"
Fee-Yawnn gift and her really expensive m)phosis fish eggs ring..
This was when we started barbequing..Juyee kinda threw all the chicken in and made me laugh like mad when she did not even place the chickens correctly..She just hit the chickens like as if its a game of baseball and send them flying to the grill..
This pic looks wrong but i'm sure Juyee had good intentions..
Well at least i hope she did..
I then saw a playground with swing..I have no idea why but i went berserk and ran to the swing like as if i was a vampire attracted to blood..
Wait..I'm having a twilight moment..

Bella: Your skin! Its s-s-so cold...
Edward: Stay away i'm dangerous..
Bella: And you are super quick!
Edward: Stay away i'm dangerous..
Bella: And you have super strength!
Edward: Well say it!
Bella: You're..You are...
Edward: SAY IT!! SAY IT OUT LOUD!!!!
Bella: YOU'RE....YOU'RE GAY!!!!!!!!!
Edward: ?!?!?!?!?!?!??

*well imagine if that actually happened in the movie*

I played the swing..
And Played..
And Had so much fun..Its been a while since i sat in one of these and not broke them..
Just joking..I'm Not that heavy..
I was having so much fun..
But I was also being paparazzi-ed by Juyee..So i got off..Ron wanted to get on but he was shy..
He looked around to see if there was people watching..
He sat down gently and quietly..And began to swing very gently..
UNTIL I CAME AND PUSHED HIM!!!
He was having so much fun..He just did not like the feeling of going up and down..
He said it was nauseating..But i know deep down, he felt i was so strong i could pushed him and make him swing a full 360 occilation..
Look at that smile..He was happy..
And then he started to feel like he's falling..
But i continued pushing..It was until he really beg then i stop..
I walked off..See i did not pushed him a full 360 degree..I am so kind..

Juyee at first was against the idea of going to play with the swing..
But she had the most fun actually..
I took shots of her swinging..
But most of them look obscene (as they are with flash you see)..
But anyways..i took a vid to compensate for the obscene pics..


And Lina was still on it..
Lina took shots with everyone and then we headed back to the BBQ place thingy..
She and me..
She and Ron..Rons eyes looks like Brocks eyes..
(Brock is the character from pokemon who has 2 miserable horizontal lines as his eyes)
Taken by Rons Hp..The Swinging Crew..
We reach back to the place and sat to talk with the rest..
Thats Geraldine,Ahdao and Daphne..
Geraldine was talking to Ahdao..
Ah dao was posing for the cam..
Daphne was cold..
They took a shot together..
Geraldine and Ahdao was in my sec 1 class..
But i was too afraid to talk to them..
But they are nice people..
If you actually take a look closely..Lotta people in the above pic have the peace hand sign on their hands..
Jo was talking about how she looks like a particular ghost while Ron laughs on..
And Jo finally made it ..But it doesnt really look scary..I mean..
If Jo was really a ghost..
We can concur that ghost actually dyed their hair to look presentable..
And thats not scary..Thats cool..

So anyway we slacked and took the bus at 6+ am to reach Sembawang Mrt to then proceed home..I reached home at 7am..Took a bath and changed and then headed out again cause i needed to work..(which friends did not actually believed..I was dissapointed)

I bought some chocolate malt drink called..Go!..Cause i was really late i needed to GO!
The Train finally came..And i was dead tired..As you all can see..
The edited version of this pic is at the top of the post..
We reached the place and there were goats and cows there..
Don't ask me..I have no idea why they were there either..
The baby goat..Its called a foal if i'm not wrong..Cute as hell..But smelly as hell too..
However i fing this picture irritating..No idea why again..
Thats Li Jia and Calys..After taking this shot Peggy went, "ehhh..Never take a pic of me!!!"
So they posed but i zoomed in Peggys Face..And then the other two complained..
In the interest of fairness i took this shot..
Them..Plus me and Ash..Halim is at the background..Looks like hes picking his nose..
SEEEEEEE!!!I TOOK THIS SHOT FOR MY "FRIENDS" WHO DID NOT BELIEVE I HAD WORK TO DO..
AND I POINTED TO OFFICIAL JUST FOR YOU GUYS..
AGAIN!!! YOU CANT GIVE EXCUSES LIKE "ohhh i never see that part of your post"


Anyways me and ash were so bored we hid in the tentage before going out and then being asked to do some work..Theres a part where we were walking after seeing Peggy and Calysta where we went "ehhhh ahhhhhh ohhhhhh"..That was when we got asked to do some things..

The children colouring..
Some sat some lied down..But all were coloring..
Halim had this idea of taking pics that screamed, "We are Officials so don't messed with us!"
Being me i just agreed..

Halim walking back and forth checking on the kids..
While me and some others rested..
Yeap..I did not do much..i was tired as heck but i still managed..
And they girls were still taking pics...
This is Ash..He is my crap buddy..No..We dun take craps together..We talk about nonsense non-stop like everyday and the whole time we were there..
Peggy was seating on a platform and she still looks small..
Ash was showing off how much taller he is from peggy..
And i went.."Bleahhh..You and me same height la..No need act like you Yao Ming like that"
Thats Peggy on the platform..She looks like a K-1 pupil..So small..
I was saying how much my feets hurts and calys snapped a shot of me..
Halim was working all the way and saw us rest and he came to us asking why we did not tell him we didn't have to work so hard..
Me and Ash went, "coz we are sad and happy at the same time..So we don't know what is correct or wrong.."
We were resting..Jason was on his PSP..That ass..
Calys was bored so she took a pic of Priya and Kavitha..
Actually i do not know their names..
I gave them random names of indian friends i have..
Its wonderous how my cam can capture a split second of both of them blinking at the same time..
Its wonderous how my cam did not spoil after taking the above pic..HAHA..
Thats our drinks..We did not even bother to keep it at some hidden area..We just place them there..
Ohh and Ash fell asleep..I was the one without sleep and he was the tired one..Weird eh..
We walked to The MRT station and slack there..Everyone was kinda shagged..
Peggy fell asleep like this for 10 minutes..
Ok maybe it was 5 minutes..
Ok...Maybe it was like 2 minutes...
Ok it wasnt..She just blink when i took the shot..
Ash was bored too and Halim was just being weird..
Halim was bending over with his legs wide apart..
As i said we slacked at the MRT station for a while..
I guess there was some people who were like..
"I LIKE BIG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LIE!"
Halim again being weird..Calys and Peggs being themselves..
They gave us goodie bags and the stuffs inside was for kids..So Peggs and Calys acted cute..
Especially Calysta..
In case you are wondering..
I was so tired i started to imagine my coke tilting and becoming..
The Leaning Cup of Coke..
Its a rip-off from the Leaning Tower Of Pisa..

Shortly after that Juyee called me and told me that...
Ok..Nevermind..I'm really tired and i think i should sleep..

I'm Jamal..
And i'm really tired..
Its really becoming a burden..