Its Call Life..

I've heard it a more than a thousand times..And i've said it even more times i think..
It's life..

So lately i have been sick and i will continue to be sick for the days or even weeks to come..Had to cancel plans coz of this..Lina thonning, Mus sisters wedding, soccer tournament and shits..All down the drain..

Freaking worried now..I have to miss 1 week of school and i think i may have to repeat year one which kinda sucks..My grades are bad enough without this freaking disease..And i have a STA talk on module selection on Monday which is compulsory for all STA students..And i cant go to that also..

I'm so sick of this..I'm so sick and tired..I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired..I need rest..I need fun..I can't stay indoors..I need to talk..I need to laugh..Fucks wrong with me?All they keep saying is rest and you shall be fine..Can't you take it into your thick skulls?? I can't rest..Resting makes me sick..Fucks wrong with that puny brain of yours..??

This is where that phrase applies..."This Is Life"..I guess i just have to keep doing what i do best..Keep myself entertained..The week ahead of me..Lets just say i can only talk online and not in person..SUCKS AGAIN!!!!


I did this just now..I call it the phases of life..First phase is called..Discovering..As a small child we tend to have a more open mindcept to new things..Exploring makes us happy..We were all so young..So carefree..

Second phases is what i would call..Expressing..We have reach a stage where we are able to think for ourselves and we feel restricted every time we are told to do something..This is the time of our lives where we are confused and for some of us, we are in our own illusion and for others, diaries and blogs are their mode of expressing anything or everything..

Third phase is what i would like to call..Sharing..We are old..We are Matured..Our time is nearly up..That's why we kinda just simply wanna enjoy life as it is meant to be..Just nature and us..And also sharing our experiences to just about everyone before our time is up..And i guess..That phase just continues like a never-ending chain..

I'm Jamal..
I'm Bored..
I Hate Being Sick..