I'm Neither Here Nor There..So Where Do I Stand..

My existence is truly meaningless..Its almost as if I'm just a reflection..It always seem to come to a complete halt no matter which road i take..It seems that we all strive for a purpose in this world..But I'm beginning to think I am one of those souls that are lost..Yes lost..Wandering around aimlessly..I try my best to keep track of what i am doing but it always seems to slip through my fingers..I simply..Simply can't control IT..

I thought i had a perfect run..I thought I had avoided it all..But who am I to think I'd be any different from anyone..Reality pulled me back down to the very Earth that I have forgotten all about..I can't help but think..Just let go..Let go of everything i thought i knew..Let go of everyone i thought i knew cause they had their fun and washed their hands on me..

Honestly..

We shouldn't be here..We should be dancing..We should be basking in our victory..This is our time..But where are we now..We are all disfigured by the flames of the oven's breath..

But I know..

I don't need your sympathy..I don't need your conscience..I don't need your anything to base my life upon..

We're all defenseless now..But somehow on your own, you left..

But I'm the one feeling the chains..I'm the one with these chains..

And thats why we're all disfigured..Mentally disfigured..

I'm Jamal..

I'm Lost..Sorta..