You're not trying hard enough.

I'm not a good person.
I know.

But you.
You are just a terrible excuse for a human being.

The road you can take.

I'll take this pills and shove them down my throat to keep the words I dread from escaping my lips.

J J J J Jmal.

"HATE TO SAY I TOLD YOU SO"

Ok Go.

Maybe it's a shame
That it happened this way, but there's nothing I can do
And I know you like to say
That in a week it will have changed, but we both know it ain't true
So tell me for the last time why you're here
And I'll pretend to love you for the fear of breaking you

Close your eyes, baby take the time to choose
What it is you want to do
Cause I'm not sorry
And in the end, you know it all comes back to you
So take the time to choose
Cause I'm not sorry

So turn you head away
From the mess that we have made, cause there's nothing we can do
And don't you feel ashamed, when the light begins to fade
On the one thing, you thought you knew
And tell me for the last time why you're here
And I'll pretend to love you, for the fear of breaking you

Close your eyes, baby take the time to choose
What it is you want to do
Cause I'm not sorry
And in the end, you know it all comes back to you
So take the time to choose
Cause I'm not sorry

Lonely eyes I cannot trust
I know it's tough love but we must
Cut the ties and throw it away
I never wanted it this way
A broken heart is left to bleed, an open book is left to read
It's crystal clear, so tell me why can't you see

Close your eyes, baby take the time to choose
What it is you want to do
Cause I'm not sorry
And in the end, you know it all comes back to you
So take the time to choose
Cause I'm not sorry

Cause I'm not sorry
Cause I'm not sorry

I'm Jamal.
School's a Bitch.

Off the Cliffs, onto the Rocks.

Oh Love, oh I got plenty.
So why do I feel like I got nothing.
Oh Love, I'm so empty.
Who am I now?
Tell me what I'm gonna be.
Or give me back Me.

I'm Jamal.
An idea about Mary.

Heart-felt.

You know the feeling you get when someone you really like, dies.
Well 2 of them did. Both without a reason. And last person they talk to was me.

This is a shit feeling.
Life just keeps throwing things in my face.

I'm Jamal.
Will all this shit going on.
I wonder if I will succumb to it too.